I think I've decided...

To stop blogging. This blog is meant to edify God in all He does, but sometimes I wonder if it causes more problems than solutions?
Meaning, when we get together in friends, and make new friends, it is God I wish for them to see. Sometimes when I write, I feel like people look at me, and not the message that is given through me. Often times when God has laid something upon my heart, I will share it, but I have found frustration in things others do, hoping they have heard the words, but never knowing if they got the true meaning of it all.
Man is so much smaller than God, and there is no way we could ever compare to Him. His ways are higher than our ways, His thoughts higher than our thoughts, (Isaiah 55:9) So,to hold others to an expectation of loving God the same way I do, is impossible, and I have come to realize this. For every one's walk is different, and God works with them in His own way, but I wonder: have they listened? Have they put themselves aside?

I am studying in Galatians right now, and began to see a bigger picture. Who are we serving, man or Christ? Life is too short to serve man, to wonder about how he is spending his time, or what he is doing here or there. No, as confessed believers in Christ, I believe our job is to teach, as we have opportunity, and spread the Love f Christ. When we focus on ourselves, we don't always give God the glory. I can identify, as I have been there before.
But now, I strive to be as close to God as possible, seeking to live my life like Christ. Am I perfect? No. But when I see something that I must change, I do.
Will you?
Life is but a vapor, and when it is gone, you have no other chances.
How are you spending your time?
Who is your life focused on?
Let us put away those things that edify us, and seek those things that edify God:

Galatians 5:24-26:
24 And those who are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. 25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. 26 Let us not become conceited, provoking one another, envying one another.

So, with that said, I will be leaving my blog until felt so lead to return. It may be soon, it may be never. If you wish to keep in contact, my email address is provided there on the right.
Remember: Spend time with God, for tomorrow is never promised. Think of the day you find yourself before the Lord, what will you say? I pray that you will be before Him as an obedient servant, patient,kind, and hard working. Sacrificing for the Lord always, and seeking His face often, before seeking His hand. When you do...You. Will.Be. Blessed.
Have a wonderful time with Christ, He is one of the best friends you have ever received! Enjoy Him! I know I will!
With Love always,
Tawn.

Out Of Sorts

It has been an interesting couple of days so far. I'm feeling very "out of sorts" since Sunday.


First, my husband left town for work for three weeks, which is always hard for me,and 2nd, I had something going on that Sunday morning that really bothered me. Family stuff, but no big deal. For now.



I spend a lot of time thinking about why people do the things they do. Even why I do the things I do. I am committed to a few things in my life, but when I commit, I give whole-hearted and I tend to expect the same from others.


I have recently evaluated time with God, children, and family, plus any extra curriculars like church, and on side of that- softball. Church is MOST important to me, and I can't imagine anything in the world being more important than Christ. I think that's where my mood started. When I had to leave church early, it took away from me. Like not getting to eat a whole meal. I was hungry.


I hear conversations all the time at work about this and that, these plans and that plans, but I think I have to be careful with what I do with my time. God is a jealous God, and if we are to love Him first, we should love HIM first.


I have a hard time conveying this to many people, as I let my frustrations get in the way- I mean, If I'M frustrated, disappointed, and let down by the choice people make when they profess to know God, I can't even imagine how Christ himself may feel. It hurt me to imagine hurting a precious thing like Christ, or even upsetting and all-mighty and powerful God.


How patient is He? Just wonderfully patient. I love God and the last thing I want to do it hurt Him. So why do we struggle with this? Why is putting God first too much to ask of some? It's dis-heartening, I have to admit.


Anyway, all this has made me somber this week. Feeling hopeless in my small human body, but knowing that there is a God that creates all things. Reminding me of how precious life really is. I just pray that those close to me will know the Love, enjoyment, and fullness that comes with knowing God. Your burden truly does become light..who wouldn't want EVERYONE to know that??

So, take time to reflect. Prioritize your tasks, and make room for God- He ALWAYS makes room for you- have a blessed day.

Monday Again

Wow, life huh?
I logged into blogger today amazed that a week had gone by already. I can't believe how fast our lives persist in being so evident that you wake up in the morning, saying "what day is today?" Right? I'm not the only one who has done it I'm sure.
This past week has been a quiet one, and naturally I am enjoying it. Knowing that my trial may come soon, I am sunbathing in the Glory that is God this week. Sometimes I feel like I missed days, and last week seemed like it came and went faster than I wanted it to. My weekly activities are many, but I pray often that God will not forget me in the midst of my good times. This may seem strange to some, but I often ask God not to forget me, praying that trials may come my way so that I may be reminded of just how wonderful He is in my life. May I never forget.
I think once you start to get into a routine, and everything is fine and great, you run the risk of going without God in your day to day. Bold I know, but I personally have a tendency to spend less time talking to God when times are at their best. Talking to Him, but not as diligently as when trials are upon me. So, believe it or not, I thank God for the trials because it focuses me on what HE can do, and my relationship with Him as well.
I mean, how often do you praise Him when things are going wrong? Hey, how often do you praise Him when things are going right?? I constantly remind myself that it is God who owns my body, my soul- and without Him, I simply do NOT exist. Listen, He does wondrous things when we devote our selves to His relationship. It's true, I've seen it time and time again. We just have to hold on, and count on Him, knowing that like the True Father He is, He is looking to be there for us, looking to save us from the many things we find our self getting into.
With that said, I can't begin to formulate words that tell you how God has been to me, or even the Love I have for Christ, I just know that He is worth dying for, fighting for, and most importantly living my life here on earth for. It's not easy but great is your reward if you continue in this race, for scripture tells us:

Matthew 7:13-
13 “Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. 14 Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.

Lord willing, I will be searching for that narrow way all the days of my life. May we seek to find it always, and savor the journey it takes to arrive there!
Have a blessed day!